I Hate Pink

I never liked pink.

Pink is definitely not my colour.

Pink is too girly for me. Me ganas, not girly. Grr!

I hate pink!

You do believe me, don't you? Don't you???

(-_-)

P/S: Kalau laki suka pakai pink pulak macam mana? Shhh. Jangan komen banyak, ayah aku suka pink. (-_-")

Frust gile babeh

Edward- I nearly vomit every time I hear his soft, wimpy voice, not to mention the nausea inducing dialogue. Is that how Bella would have described Edward as having such beautiful and captivating voice? Suara macam kurang testosterone je. (X_x)

Jacob- What's the big fuss about Jacob's body? Come onnnnnnn macam tak pernah tengok body lagi best je. And in fact Jacob is supposed to be taller and bigger, more like Emmett. However Jacob acted well, as annoying as he is in the novel. I never liked this shirtless, perasan bagus guy.

Bella- I don't even want to start with this kaku bitch. Wtf belum jadi 'the frozen one' pun dah kaku macam hape.

Kesimpulan, I'm frustrated.
I am taking this too seriously am I? Ehee because you know what, as cheesy as this may sound, I used to dream about Edward Cullen ok. Angau seminggu lepas habis baca novel. And the Edward  in my dream and imagination was way much better! And Bella, as much as I hate her indecisive, konon-innocent character, I still managed to read the novel until Breaking Dawn. But to see Bella in that movie, satu je perasaan. Rimas!

The only good actor in this movie was Charlie, Bella's father. Bapak yang comel! =D

P/S: Yes it's frustrating when things don't meet your expectations. Either you lower your expectations, or you can just live with it.(-_-) I am living with it. Not gonna lower my expectation.

Alhamdulillah, exam yang paling menggegarkan jiwa raga aku telah pun berakhir. Semoga aku dan kawan-kawan tak payah repeat paper ni, amin. Cepat amin kan jugak!

Sebelum exam bukan main banyak idea nak menulis, lepas dah habis exam 2-3 jam termenung depan laptop tapi haram takdak idea nak menulis.

Ok lah bai...


P/S: See? Tajuk pun taktau nak tarok ape.

Bukan Luna Maya

Kena lelong sekor lagi kucing sebelum balik Malaysia. Semua kata aku patut jual kucing ni mesti dapat banyak duit kalau jual, tapi aku rasa takmau jual, kalau jual rasa macam jual anak sendiri pulak.

Meh aku cerita sikit pasal bucuk aku nan satu ini. 

Nama        : Luna bin Leo
Tarikh lahir: 21 March 2008
Status        : Bujang trang tang tang

Riwayat keluarga: Lahir sebagai anak sulung dan anak paling besar dari 5 adik beradik. Suka berebut susu   akhirnya adik-adiknya 3 ekor tak cukup susu lalu meninggal. Ibunya, Simone meninggal sewaktu dia berusia 1 tahun, meninggal mati syahid sebab sedang hamil masa tu. (sekarang bolehla melayan lagu Backstreet Boys Drowning kalau nak lebih terkesan dengan cerita sedih ni). Ayahnya Leo telah diberi kepada orang lain beberapa minggu yang lalu.

Hobi          : Masa kecik suka main bola, masa besar suka buat bunyi nak mengawan

Luna adalah seekor jantan. Walaupun dia juga boleh membuat aksi-aksi tidak senonoh berbagai posisi seperti Luna Maya, tapi berkat didikan aku sebagai mak yang mithali, dia sekarang sudah dewasa tetapi tetap virgin.

Suatu petang yang hening ditiup angin sepoi-sepoi bahasa, sambil menghirup kopi aku berpesan kepada Luna..

"Luna, ekau kalo nak pilih awek, pilih betul-betul, jangan pilih yang tonggek sana tonggek sini! Yang tonggek2 tu la banyak kurap kau tau? Ekau jangan nak ngado-ngado poei ehem2 sebelum ekau nikah, aku cepuk kau!" 

Mungkin sebab takut akan cepukan berbisa aku, Luna sampai sekarang masih mempertahankan virginitynya, semoga satu hari nanti dia bertemu true love dia. (Ok sekarang boleh tukar ke lagu Mariah Carey I Still Believe.)

Dulu aku namakan dia Luna sebab ingat dia ni betina. Walaupun jantinanya pernah diragu-ragukan, testosteronnya tetap terserlah. Luar kasar, dalam hati ada taman bunga taik ayam. 

Untuk membuktikan kejantanan dia, dia tak perlu ada hobi tengok porn macam anak-anak jantan zaman sekarang ni, tapi dia sampai sekarang suka main bola. Eh walaupun dia hitam kau jangan nak racist ye. Hitam itu menawan. Buktinya kau tengok Drogba, menarik tertarik kau memang the bomb kan? Petang-petang pula hobi dia duduk depan pagar usha awek lalu lalang, kalau takde awek, usha lalang goyang-goyang pun cukup. Cukup jantan la tu. 

Aku nak lelong, tapi bukan kepada sebarangan orang. Orang itu mesti

1. sayang kucing, suka kucing, pandai jaga kucing

2. kena main dengan Luna selalu kalau dah lama tak main dengan dia, dia mula gigit ibu jari kaki orang

3. kena carikan dia true love dia, kesian dia lama-lama boleh jadi gay.

4. kena sabar kalau nak mandikan dia sebab dia boleh menjerit satu kampung dengar kalau kena mandi.

Tiba-tiba aku rasa tak sanggup nak sambung menaip, satu sebab buku internal medicine sedang menunggu aku, kedua sebab aku sayang Luna tak sampai hati nak lelong dia. Tapi kalau kau rasa kau ada ciri-ciri tuan kucing yang aku cari, sila lah kontek aku. Satu hari nanti aku terpaksa lepaskan dia juga. (sekarang dengar lagu Demi Masa-Raihan pulak. Eh takde kaitan.) 

Ok lah chiow, doakan aku lulus exam next week yeh!

P/S: Next week insyaAllah boleh balik cuti seminggu, sangat sangat bahagia sampai nak menangis. (^_^) Terengganu ku tercinta, wait for me bebeh!~

Kalau lah saya pendek..

 Mesti tiap hari saye confident nak pakai high heels. 

Mesti tiap hari lenggang lenggok pegi sekolah pakai high heels. (err ok over, part lenggang lenggok doesn't sound like me.)

Mesti tak payah risau bila pakai high heels akan kelihatan seperti tiang lampu bergerak.

Mesti rak kasut saye penuh dengan fancy high heels, bukan dengan these boring, hideous Crocs flats. =(

Jadi sila lah kamu bersyukur, jadi pendek mungkin tak best, tapi percayelah, jadi tinggi juga tidak selalu best ok. (-_-)



P/S: ceh bajet macam tinggi sangat je. eheee.=P

Trip to Sempu Island

Trip ni dah beberapa bulan yang lalu tapi tak sempat gua nak cerita kat sini.

Setelah mengalami depression berat sepanjang rotation di Pediatrics kami lantas mengambil keputusan untuk jalan-jalan pada suatu hari.

Diikuti oleh 8 orang termasuk saye tapi ade 6kotak je jadi harus memilih sesiapa yang boleh masuk kotak. Harhar.

Untuk dapat melihat pemandangan indah itu maka kami harus melalui rintangan dengan merentasi hutan belantara tanpa bantuan siapa2 kecuali diri kami sendiri. Jungle trekking 2 jam ok, ketat otot-otot betis ku. 

Terjadilah beberapa hal yang menggelikan seperti kaki masuk lumpur, kesimpulannya jangan pakai Crocs masa jungle trekking. Tetapi perjalanan diteruskan juga dengan hati yang cekal dan berkaki ayam. Rupa-rupanya sangat best bila berkaki ayam dalam hutan! Perasaan bercampur-baur seperti berada dalam cerita Pocahontas dan Apocalypto. Tak sangka bila berpijak pada bumi akan membuatkan saye lebih tidak berpijak pada bumi yang nyata. Sumpah best! (Meskipun begitu, balik Surabaya terus minum ubat cacing sebagai prophylaxis, cuak duh.)

Of course, in the end, it was worth it. Pulau Sempu, situated in Malang, Jawa Timur, small yet magical. It was the best trip I've had since a very long time. It could have been better if we did set up a camp an stay for a night by the beach. I just loveeeeeeeeee nature! ♥

Looking forward to have such nice trips again soon!

P/S: Soon, huh?

Berat

"Ayah, tolong doakan Irah lulus ujian ye."

"Ayah dah memang selalu doakan Irah. Ayah tak sabar nak tunggu Irah habis belajar, balik sini biar dekat sikit dengan ayah & mak, ayah tak sabar nak tengok Irah pergi kerja sendiri tiap-tiap hari, naik kereta sendiri. Ayah harap ayah sempat tengok semua tu sebelum ayah pejam mata."

Berat berat berat.. Berat betul hati ni setiap kali dengar ayah kata macam ni. Mata berat dengan air mata, hati berat kerana sebak. Bahu berat memikul harapan ayah. Berat dengan penyesalan sebab selalu malas belajar. Berat!!!

P/S: Tapi jangan salah paham, ayah saye tak pernah memberatkan saye, cube kalau saye rajin belajar, musti tak rasa berat macam gini kan. (-_-") I am still a Raju. I'm still scared. Help..?

Lobang hidungmu, tetap menjadi, pujaannnn~

Perasan tak. Besar gila lubang hidung Messi. Sebab tu stamina kuat, sebab supply oksigen cukup untuk metabolism di otot-otot. (Ok sudah pandai buat lawak ilmiah, ini adalah suatu kemajuan, sila jangan kutuk.)

Kesian Argentina kena belasah kaw-kaw dengan favorite team gua dari kecik, Germany tadi malam. Ada beberapa teori sebab kenapa depa kalah;

1. Defense sangat hampeh, mungkin kerana sudah down disebabkan goal pada minit ke-3 oleh si Mueller yang muka macam asyik nak menangis tu. Aku rasa Argentina semalam takdak rasa nak defend goal langsung! Asyik meniarap sana, tertonggeng sini, tapi goal-goal semua senang gila nak masuk.

2. Kalau cuma mengharapkan si lobang hidung besar memang tak kan jalan. Harus ada teamwork yang mantap seperti Germans. Hnn hnns. Teamwork plus lobang hidung besar, pasti kau boleh!

3. Dan aku rasa, semua anak buah Maradona tak sanggup nak tengok orang tua itu run naked around the city. Itu bakal menjadi suatu pemandangan yang kurang enak. Bagus lah mereka mengalahkan diri kali ni. Actually how could he say something like that, macam dia sendiri tak percaya anak buah dia boleh menang, not that running naked around the city would make any of his player happy right..?

Semoga Germany menang ini tahun.  Crossing my fingers for them. =D

Ok satu soalan. Kenapa bila aku kata Mesut Ozil henskem, kawan-kawan aku semua nak gelakkan aku?

P/S: Lubang hidung Messi adalah 5kali ganda lebih besar dari lubang hidungku. Patutla saye kuat tidoq.. Hmm. (-_-)

All is WELL! (^_^)

Have you all watched 3 idiots? If you're a student, I highly suggest you watch that movie. Just ignore all the 'tak logik' scenes that we can always find in any hindi movies, but take only great lessons from this movie. This one is not that typical though, it's not like any other lovey dovey hindi movies, I promise. =)

It's about friendship of three roommates. These 3 idiots are three engineering students, one of them (Farhan) has great talent in photography but he has joined engineering school just to make his parents happy. The other boy (Raju) loves engineering with all his heart but never excel in any of his exams. And the last one is Rancho, an extraordinary boy, a free thinker who leaves huge remarks in each of his friends' lives.

When I put myself into those characters, I always thought that I'm more like Farhan. I'm doing this 70% to fulfill ayah's wish. So I started to imagine, to wonder.. What would be my real passion if let's say it is not medicine? What would I be if I'm not gonna be a doctor?

An engineer?

That was my initial ambition before I had to learn Physics in form4. I hated that subject. Couldn't wrap my tiny little brain around this subject. So no, I wouldn't make a good engineer.

An accountant?

If I accept the offer to do Accountancy in Uitm 5 years ago, maybe right now I would be sitting on a chair in my office, doing all the kira-kira thingy. Or maybe I would be sitting at home goyang kaki sebab tak dapat kerja. So nope. Not an accountant. Account sendiri pun tak dapat nak manage dengan baik. (-_-")

An architect?

I love drawing. Nak kata tangan ni kaku sangat, takde la jugak, boleh je menjadi kretip kadang-kadang. But since I was a kid, most of the times it took me a realllly long time to finish even one drawing. Lembab macam siput! So I would make a slow architect. And I don't like being slow. So, nope nope. 

A teacher?

This has never occurred even in my wildest imagination. I wouldn't make a good teacher. Despite happen to have no talent in teaching, I'm sure I would be a cranky one.

A politikus?
Aha I would love to be one, I love sharing ideas with people. But I'm not always a people person. I love my privacy, I hate being the center of attention and I wouldn't want to share my life with those people who make politics become so dirty. So, this one will just have to wait, it is still not a very good idea.

What else? A model?

Ini cita-cita masa tadika. Kalau nak jadi model kaki je tanpa muka boleh la, muka macam gini sape nak ambik jadi model.

My imagination been wandering back and forth to those blurry images and finally, to a clearer image. An image of myself in a white coat, holding a stethoscope, a purely sincere smile on my lip while approaching a sick old man lying on a bed, asking how he's feeling today and do a little check up before I move to the next bed. And to imagine that I would be doing that in every day of my life, go to work, finish work, go back home feeling satisfied to know that my existence in this world, is not just for me but also to others.

I am doing this because I love it. I am doing this because this is the only passion I have. Ok I hate to admit that I actually had joy reading Medical Physiology. =P

So I am actually more like Raju, not Farhan. Raju loves engineering, but he's too afraid if he couldn't make it. He has fear of failure, and that wouldn't bring him anywhere close to excellence.

I don't want to be afraid anymore.Whatever will be, will be. I just want to be happy with whatever I'll do.

P/S: Ini adalah entry yang sangat positip yang sangat jarang kita dapatkan di belog ini. Ngehehe.